you know I don't recall reading this way back in June (I am going through my friends pages that I haven't heard from in a while from their journals to see if I missed anything).
Despite leaving the Order of Apollon I still work every day to understand the god and my relationship to him. It is slowly arranging itself into a sort of mysticism in itself.

Myself I have incoporated alot along the realms of the musical, poetic, light/darkness etc, so this was interesting to read even if reading it considerably later than it was written.